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Beyond Time and Place

I did it!  I finally finished watching all seven seasons of Star Trek: Deep Space Nine .  This was no small feat as there were technical issues and competing demands on my time along the way; however, I finally finished.  Woohoo!  The last few minutes of the final episode showed flashbacks of the different characters and key events in their lives during the series.  Seeing these events stirred something within me to recall certain milestones along the journey of my life.  For example: Spending my last night in Grandma's house in Austin with a faint realization that I would never set foot in there again.  As I dropped the keys in the mailbox I simply looked at the door, placed my hand upon it, and took a deep breath of air knowing this was it.  It is moments like that in which I feel an overwhelming peace and joy, not the fake happiness and contentment that the world gives, but the deeply rooted feeling of security knowing everything was okay in sp...
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Month In Review

It has been a little over three months since becoming unemployed again.  Time sure flies when one enjoys their freedom.  Ha ha!  I applied and interviewed for a job with Cigars International.  The whole process was rather strange.  After failing the background check, I was still sent onboarding paperwork as if nothing had happened.  Then I received a phone call giving me the greenlight to start work.  I was on the fence about taking the job.  The packaged deal was part-time with about 24 hours at a rate of $12 an hour.  The only part of the job offer that I didn't like was the scheduled hours from 4 p.m. to midnight.  Yuck!  In the end, I passed on the employment opportunity thinking something better might come along.  (The price of gas and limited work hours also played a factor in my decision.)  I continue to think how much I would like to work for myself.  Who wouldn't?!  For years, possibly decades, I felt Go...
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Soundtrack of My Life!

 At the very end of the movie Mr. Holland's Opus, the master of ceremonies speak to her former teacher, "Mr. Holland had a profound influence on my life and on a lot of lives I know.  But I have a feeling that he considers a great part of his own life misspent.  Rumor had it he was always working on this symphony of his.  And this was going to make him famous, rich, probably both.  But Mr. Holland isn't rich and he isn't famous, at least not outside of our little town.  So it might be easy for him to think himself a failure.  But he would be wrong, because I think that he's achieved a success far beyond riches and fame.  Look around you.  There is not a life in this room that you have not touched, and each of us is a better person because of you.  We are your symphony, Mr. Holland.  We are the melodies and the notes of your opus.  We are the music of your life. "   As I look back in life, there are definite hallmarks along...
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Storming the Castle!

One week ago today, I set out on the open road for a week-long adventure.  No hotel stays were involved, so I needed to meticulously plan the itinerary for several day trips.  Staying with family in the Victoria area would provide for a base of operations.  The first destination was the Alfred D. Hughes Unit in Gatesville, Texas.  A friend is assigned to that unit, and I try to visit whenever I can.  The last time we saw each other was when he was assigned to the Ellis Unit in Huntsville.  We had a great time of fellowship, and the two-hour visit passed by as if it were only a few minutes.  Who knows when I'll get to see him again.  Before heading out to the Victoria area, I was able to drive around town.  Gatesville is a former stomping ground in a former life when a friend and his family lived in the area.  Now it has been roughly 24 years since I have been in the area.  Even travelling to Gatesville was different.  I had nev...
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Not Skipping a Beat!

Wow, is it almost March already?!  This year is taking off like never before.  As I grow older, as most people can probably attest, time flies by at ever increasing speeds.  And the adventures don't let up one bit.  Seems like yesterday I was taking a First Day Hike at Cleburne State Park in Cleburne, Texas.  Then various holidays, including Valentine's Day and the beginning of the forty days of Lent leading up to Easter, leaves me trying to catch my breath.  Looking for the break pedal to moderate the passage of time, but no such luck.  Unfortunately, life gives a mix of bad along with the good and throws it my way in order to keep life interesting.  Last Saturday I was "let go" at my job working at Tx Smoke (cigar shop).  The whole ordeal blindsided me from out in left field.  Didn't realize there were any issues as I was the only staff member alongside the owner/manager.  Whatever the perceived issues were, I must give credit to ...
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A New Day...A New Year!

As I grow older, the holidays are simply another day in the successive onslaught of time.  That's probably why I don't make resolutions for the entire year.  I take each day as a stand-alone time to work on me and bless others in the process.  Remember, we are not guaranteed tomorrow.  Each day is a gift to be stewarded for God's glory.  Have I been obedient to His Will?  Or have I been lazy and procrastinate with the very activities I know needs to be taken care of?  Father God has blessed me very richly as I see His goodness all around me.  The year 2025 came to a blessed closing as I celebrated Christmas, New Year's Day, and my 52nd birthday.  Since I need to work for a living, as the job is one avenue or channel of God's provision, I wasn't able to visit family for the holidays.  As a result, I took to the city parks and nature preserves for time spent in nature: Veterans Park, Oak Cliff Nature Preserve, Crystal Canyon Nature Area, L...
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A Time and A Season of Gratitude!

A few weeks ago, Thanksgiving came early as I was able to travel a few hours in order to visit family in the hill country.  This made up for being on my own for yesterday's Thanksgiving holiday.  Not wanting to waste away the day in nothing-ness, I set out for Sherman, Texas.  Someone asked me, "What's in Sherman?"  My response was meant to be humorous, "Don't know...never been there before!"  Ha ha!  I did have a loose itinerary as I performed an internet search of activities available in the Sherman area.  First on the list was West Hill Cemetery.  As some of you may already know from reading a few of the previous blog posts,  I am an active genealogist on the Find A Grave website.  My great-grandfather's brother and sister-in-law are interred in this cemetery, and for quite some time I've been wanting to go check it out.  Having never been to this particular cemetery, finding it wasn't very difficult; however, figuring out the la...
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